The Book of James

Im sure you know that I know...You feel guilty to me, even thru the miles.You had some time to fill in some blanks and my name fit...Now the world is back outside your door and someone else seems sweeter.I wont be here tomorrow , you are too careless with my heart.You wont pick up the line to admit that you let your mouth run away with you... again.And I am always where it runs too.Your hopes,dreams,tears and seldom moments of sobriety...I gave you love before violence, words in place of curses.Believing in you has never stopped hurting.I have struggled for you since i first walked thru your door.The hand you strung me along by is broken.The heart you love for tug of war is wrung.Sadly, I don't think losing hand or heart will phase you....What's to lose in a backup? You seem to stop short of killing me.And after all this time - you still don't know my voice.That says it all.