BEYOND ME

FUCK.....again and again....if the room would stop around me then id have to cope with the downward spiral i'm on.spark,inhale... its warm but i'm freezing.sugar and alcohol is what got me here in the first place.if lips could just be lips and not a craving... if,if,if....then you'd just be that sound in the corner...the laugh behind some story that blends into nothing noticeable.but you're not and i can still drink the room dizzy so.... soFUCK!!!!!